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an introduction [Oct. 31st, 2012|12:00 am]
i just returned from a, let's call it massive, hiatus. incredibly enough, i don't think i'm the same person that left. since i am making an effort to do ~more~ on here now, and for past, current and future friends i haven't even made yet, ( allow myself to introduce...myself. )
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Tara has a problem with Pixar movies... [Nov. 26th, 2009|10:31 pm]
YOU DO NOT NEED TO REDUCE ME TO A BAWLING BABY BY WATCHING YOUR MOVIES.

I should have prefaced by saying that me and the boyfriend watched Up last night. And OH MY GOD. I have only cried at one other movie. Surprise surprise, it was Wall-E. But at least Wall-E was a *good* cry. Because you KNOW how Wall-E feels about EVE and then when the ending comes, you feel BAD for him, and then you're happy and the credits are rolling and you're like "Oh Im crying, wtf?"

But. UP. It's like they want to tear out your heart and jump on it a few times before shoving it back in, only to do it again halfway through the movie.

Here's a conversation a few weeks ago with one of the room mates:

Me: Oh hey, me and the boyfriend are going to watch Up, did you guys see it yet?
Her: Holy shit Tara, you are going to cry like a bitch when you see it.
Me: Psssh. Not a crier, Her. I know the big sad story, Not gonna cry.
Her: Two words- Wall-E. Think that was bad? This is worse.
Me: Yeah whatever.

I was so depressed! And it wasn't like a straight bawl, but more like the "I'm not crying" cry, where you kinda sniffle, and won't look at any one else, and they just stream- sadly, tragically, and slowly. I'm pretty sure I couldn't watch this movie again. It has possibly traumatized me. Even the cute/funny parts were the ones that came on the heels of the onslaught of emotion.

/over-exaggeration
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I'm just gonna leave this right here.... [Nov. 24th, 2009|11:27 am]


.....you know, just because.
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It's been a marathon few weeks for me. [Nov. 23rd, 2009|12:36 pm]
First How I Met Your Mother, which has become one of my new favorite shows, I finally caught up to it and am now sad that theres nothing new to watch.

SO, I am marathoning through Supernatural. Up to the middle of season three, and I think it's grabbed me. Five other weirdo roomates, and not ONE of them agree with me in its awesomeness.

Lady Gaga continues to be the most amazing person on the planet, and I am convinced her presence is a gift AND a blessing.

In other unemployment related news, the time has come to suck it up and go back to the place/field I started out in. Stupid bitchy manager at Wendy's doesn't want me back, but LUCKY FOR ME! I live right by a Taco Bell, Burger King, McDonalds, KFC, Chik-fil-a, Sonic, AND Arby's. If I can't get a job at ANY of them, well, then I know I am a lost cause. But I think I have a chance.

For now, I return to Supernatural.
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It's not a problem until I say "I can quit anytime I want" [Nov. 14th, 2009|06:04 pm]
[Current Music |Any and all Muse]

I've been listening to Muse all damn day. Missing the boyfriend because he's in Richmond for the day, bits of pleasure sprinkled over business. And since, apparently I just realized Muse existed yesterday, I can't get them out of my head. Though this is probably because I haven't stopped listening to them. Every song just sounds SO EPIC and MASSIVE and it's kinda amazing. In other news, I started up a facebook, to add to the twitter and the myspace and the livejournal, because obviously there's not enough things for me to fall behind on. We'll see how long any of it stays updated. I only JUST updated the 'space with pictures from the start of the year, if it's any indication.
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LADY GAGA OWNS ME [Nov. 11th, 2009|02:22 pm]
HER VIDEO...I CANT EVEN.



I LOVE HER CUCKOO BRAIN.


In other news, it seems I am missing another Cobra show tonight. Sigh. But thanks to the technological advances of twitter, my friend and I might be able to track down an aftershow if it exists.

I think my one of my room mates might have the swine flu. Not good. There's six of us, and any of us could catch it.

Still unemployed and boy am I kicking my ass for leaving a dependable job for something less than secure and getting fucked over for it. The store manager and corporate butt buddy are leaving my old store however, and being replaced by old trainees that MIGHT like me a little more than the current regime. So hopefully, I can re-apply and get back in over there, at least until something else comes along, and this time I promise not to jump on it like a grenade with its pin pulled.

I feel like a ghost, because I am never on here, but this time I've got a reason. My pc kicked it for awhile and I've been on the boyfriends laptop which is loud because of its heat sync(?) and it gets annoying. But maybe since we've moved the laptop to a quieter location, I'll have the chance to be on more. Or something.
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omg this NO JOB thing for tara is NOT WORKING. AT ALL. [Oct. 2nd, 2009|08:39 pm]
[Current Mood |pissed]

i feel completely USELESS. turns out cash converters doesn't want me back either. WHY OH WHY DID I EVER QUIT IN THE FIRST PLACE?? oh yeah because hindsight is a bitch. my resume is depressing at best and omg there are like ZERO OPTIONS available for me. i think i am going to lose my mind if shit doesn't turn around, like yesterday. our comfy three bedroom apartment is quickly filling up. four people split between two bedrooms, one in another, and now the guy that worked with me up at 7-11, who is keeping his job AND dating one of the managers' daughter, who is also a manager, is crashing on our couch indefinitely. bringing the tally up to 5-employed, tara-unemployed. god, i hope i can stop resenting couch-boy. we worked together at cash converters and when he quit, we stayed friends, applied to 7-11 together and now he's here cause his mom kicked him out. WHY CAN'T MY SHIT STAY TOGETHER? in ANY aspect, for once? shit. /rant.

in a less bipolar topic, how bout someone give an almost unemployed for a month girl some ideas on how to kill time?
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so after an all night bender of gossip girl... [Sep. 22nd, 2009|05:05 am]
i am totally sporting a girl boner for the awesomeness that is chuck/blair. this show is sucking me in completely, and i kinda like it.

in other news, i am placing my tail firmly between my legs and am preparing to go in to cash converters and more or less, beg for my job back. i am mildly dreading it, but since the job opportunities are slim and shitty all over, though I DID cross my fingers and comtemplated selling maybe just a teeny tiny bit of my soul towards getting the job at barnes and noble (OMG I HOPE THEY CALL ME BACK LIKE YESTERDAY), but my bills, they are a climbing and I refuse to be a kept girl by the willing boyfriend, AND YES, I am aware that I am abusing the comma button and this sentence is the worlds most impressive run-on, but hey, this is me irl, so yeah. I hope they'll take me back. as much as it's gonna break my heart going back somewhere that made me feel so unappreciated, at this point, it's not what I want, but what I need, and I need to be a supporting part in this whole...thing.

but YAY chuck/blair! the non-existant/totally prevalent thing they have is making my heart go "OH GOD" and I don't know what I'm gonna do when I gotta go week by week once I catch up. and hey, fuck georgina, I want to pull her hair or something ewually as petty,
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and now, for something completely different... [Sep. 17th, 2009|03:25 pm]
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On my, now going on week and a half, of forced unemployment, I have been desperately trying to keep myself occupied. I have played almost all of the Diner Dash games, because they're like OMG crack, downloaded two seasons of Supernatural (had to see what all the fuss is about), downloaded every episode of Gossip Girl (had to see what all the OMG!Chuck, OMG!Blair hype was), and downloaded and am currently watching Pushing Daisies. Oh, 320gb external hard drive, my computer would be a weeping mess of slowness without you.

Now, with True Blood out of the way until NEXT SUMMER, I had absolutely NOTHING to watch, since our cable is being voluntarily shut off. Because five people in a three bedroom apt, with half locked in their rooms like hermits, half who play WoW all the time or balance their time with Magic and Lord of the Rings card games, and the one who went from WoW to anime 24/7, cable isn't too high on the list of priorities.

Gossip Girl is pretty awesome, I can totally see the hype around it. I can sit around and just get lost in the plots and the narration is pretty interesting. OGM!Chuck is pretty badass. And OMG!Blair is pretty fierce. Can definitely see myself being pulled into this show, where even the worst-off family in the show still are living about a million times better than I was at my worst. Oh, life! You are ironic and interesting all at the same time!

Supernatural is ALSO some kind of awesome. I'm really liking the relationship and dialogue between the brothers Winchester, and I am definitely a Dean girl, and almost definitely a Poppa Winchester girl. The only episode I couldn't watch is the one about the bugs, because OMG BUGS ARE THE ONLY THING THAT KEEP ME FROM SLEEP. Seriously, the only thing that creeps me out is bugs, and ironically, THEY ARE almost the last thing I think about every night before I go to sleep. EVERY SINGLE NIGHT. I think I'm some kind of a sleeping masochist. Maybe having been covered in both ants and ladybugs at different times in my life play a part, but who am I to question?

And Pushing Daisies, is totally cute and I am in love with the concept. I'm only three episodes in and I love love love it. The narrator makes the whole thing feel like a fairy tale and the dialogue is so good. I've heard stuff about the second season sucking, but I'm keeping my reservations, because for now, I think it's going really really good.

And now, for the bit about the real world part that's happening in between all the viewing. So far it's down to three potential jobs, and one that requires me to wait by the phone.

1)Wendy's. The old fall back, with the same managers, the same expectations, and the same everything. No training, just walk back in and fall back into a steady check with people I know who know me and it seems perfect as the placeholder job until I find something more lucrative and...just better than fast food.

2)Claire's. The other female roomate, who is an assistant manager, works at the mall over there. Needless to say, transportation is only one of the reasons I am un-jazzed about the prospect. She comes home crying about how much she hates it and wants to quit, so OF COURSE I should be running to sign up WITH her and join in her suffering. .....uh no.

3)Mahi-Mah's on the oceanfront. With my ex-roomate's ex-girlfriend. Who are on awkwardly rocky terms with one another. I've never given thought to being a hostess, I'm too low maintenance to work somewhere where your appearance speaks for the whole restaurant. And I'm awkward and shy. And don't want to work with said girl. Perhaps I am being too picky. Or maybe just smart.

4)Target. Fucking online applications. I would LOVE to work there, except I am not sure how I would look in khaki pants, and they'd be cool with the lip ring, and I've heard they have AWESOME benefit packages. And the discount wouldn't hurt and would give me the chance to expand my paltry wardrobe. Hmmm.. all I can do is hope they go through my app and be all "Hmm...WE NEED THIS GIRL RIGHT NOW!!"

Other than that, it's been a depressingly quiet slow almost two weeks. But I'm thinking I 'll just be done with it and apply to Wendy's and hopefully start by the end of next week. Fingers crossed.
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and oh, hey [Sep. 8th, 2009|01:51 pm]
they fired me.

for not going in the night after being held up, threatened, and fucking victimized. i couldn't even get a phone call from a manager, a store fucking owner, they just expected me no problem to roll in the very next day. and when i went in four hours before my shift, to tell them i wasn't going in, and should i call the owner or something, the girl at the register said, 'you don't even have to, husayn is going to cover your shift!' and i thought the store had a SHRED of RESPECT. I was wrong, i was just another no call/no show.

for not doing a drop on someone elses register, because out of the three people that were in the store, i was the only one NOT assigned to a register but told to 'handle it' as people came in. the last time i did that i essentially got fired because money came up missing and i swore i wouldn't do that again.

for being their fucking whipping boy in that in the whole time i've been there, under a fucking month, there hasn't been a single week in which i wasn't afraid of getting fired, actually getting fired, or being in trouble for doing something that no one informed me of. because obviously, the best fucking way to run a store is to let people make mistakes first, and then chastise them for letting it happen after the fact.


FUCK THIS STORE FOR MAKING ME FEEL LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT. i've only held two other jobs for the last four and a half years. 1) Wendy's. for 3 AND A HALF YEARS. 2) Cash Converters. FOR OVER A YEAR. OBVIOUSLY I AM CAPABLE OF HANDLING MYSELF IN A PROFESSIONAL MATTER. The people at this store have done a fucking impeccable job of making me feel like a retarded monkey when it comes to doing ANYTHING. AND I AM *SO* MUCH BETTER THAN EVERY SINGLE PERSON AT THIS STORE. I hope it burns to the ground, or at the very least, gets replaced by a management/franchise team that fucking understands the correct way to handle their employees.

FUCK. THEM.
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So hey, what's the abso-fucking worst thing that could ever happen the DAY after your birthday? [Sep. 7th, 2009|04:35 pm]
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If you were a girl answering, "starting" might have been a venerable answer, and also true, which fuck that cause that was lame.


BUT!!


I'm pretty sure no one came up with the answer "starting AND having to work the graveyard shift at 7-11 on labor day, AND getting robbed and held up at gun point while some dude totally jumps over the counter where only you are currently behind, and points his shit at you and screams for you to open the register, but you were totallly in the middle of a sale and couldnt find the 'no sale' button and he keeps freaking out because you are so totally freaking out and finally opens both registers and still being the only one behind the counter has to have shit pointed at you while on your knees having to fumble and try to pick up the money the dumbfuck is dropping and while in a state of total shick make your way to the back room because he says if you don't he's totally going to blow your fucking faces off. and then spend the next two hours until five o'clock am outside your store, having to tell police everything your traumatized brain can remember, calling your boyfriend in tears to tell him you're okay and telling would be customers that when there are cops fingerprinting the front doors, and when there are like 10 cops cars parked ALL OVER your parking lot, that RIGHT NOW IS NOT THE BEST TIME TO TRY AND BUY A MOTHERFUCKING SLURPEE AND FUCK YOU FOR BEING AN ASS ABOUT IT"

I think I'd give 10 dollars to anyone who could have properly guessed that.
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wth [Aug. 26th, 2009|12:31 pm]
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[Current Location |Some dimension where NOTHING goes right EVER]

Three days (not counting the lovely five day break after the second day) actually WORKING at my new job, and I am ALREADY ON MY FINAL WARNING! I am about to rage all over the fucking place. I spent last night working with one of my former roomates, who moved out two or three months ago. This motherfucker had to BEG to keep his job because he got drunk thursday and ended up destroying a stone fountain at a Plaza Azteca, spitting on a cop, trying to book from the backseat of a cop car, while in cuffs, get charged with four misdemeanors AND a fucking felony. But, we're still cool, so it's almost not worth saying. But I did anyways. SO! We were working second shift yesterday, sans managers of any kind. And I thought it was cool. Come today, three hours before I have to actually BE at work, and he calls me saying the store manager said that the drawer the two of us were on was 176 dollars short. WTF. No one knows HOW it came to be missing. Just that it was. And it's pretty much down to him and me on the why. I CANNOT lose this job, because I refuse to go crawling back to my former. I KNOW he didn't take it, and I cannot fathom how it disappeared. Now Im going to have to roll into work, pretend to be oblivious and y'know NOT freak out, and try and figure this out.

THIS is what I get for going into a job where the manager has such HIGH FUCKING EXPECTATIONS for me ("You are the one we've been waiting for!" "You are EXACTLY what we need" "You are going to have NO problems here"), and then just leave me essentially to figure everything out like I'm Dora the fucking Explorer. I'm good, but I'm not SO good that I am incapable of needing help EVER. I'm so nervous that I'm on the verge of freaking out. If I'm already on my final warning, without even having a first or second, and with SO MUCH shit I still don't know/ haven't been taught or showed, I am a fucking breath away from being fired from a job that I've barely started. IDK what I'm supposed to do.

fuck.
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no work and no internet makes tara a dull girl. [Aug. 25th, 2009|10:42 am]
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Noone knows WHY our cable/internet went out sometime last week, not even the cable people.
I have a boyfriend getting the shakes cause he couldn't play WoW for over FORTY-EIGHT HOURS. It's scary, people. Luckily, our neighbor, the one who looks EXACTLY LIKE Ross Gellar from Friends, let us snag his wireless. SO all the people in our apt. with laptops? Totes covered. Me? Not till wednesday, at the least.

I did manage to snag True Blood in the wee hours of yesterday. I'm getting super excited y'all for the last two eps. Jason has stepped up his awesomeness way fast. And Andy is, as always, Andy. Still not sure why Andy doesn't go all saucer-eyed when the whole town does though. Because doesn't Maryann target people who have been drinking/partying/etc? Cause as far as I know, Andy has been drunk almost all season. Oh well. I'm still anticipatory for the rest. I need more. Somewhere in between the second to last episode and the final episode if the season, a little Tara will have a birthday. Conveniently located in the days of the weekend, I will be denied seeing how it ends until the week after. Life.So cruel.
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And the verdict is... [Aug. 19th, 2009|11:01 pm]
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New job does not suck!!...yet.
I thought I was going to be so far behind on basic knowledge of..everything. But surprisingly, I am adept and it doesn't hurt that my greeting/basic conversational skills have been so deeply drilled into (thanks cash converters, now go diaf) me that I don't even HAVE to try and be nice. It just happens. It's totes weird standing up for eight hours straight and actually having to, like, WORK too but I think I'm going to make it. The only thing that squicks out my confidence is having to ID people. I always think they're so pissed that I HAVE to ask, so I try to sidestep it like, "You should be FLATTERED that I'm asking, not just because I HAVE to, but because you seem WAY under thirty and hey, good job on aging, you!!" Sometimes it works, sometimes it weeds out losers who seriously try to buy shit underage.

Plus I started yesterday, work today and I DON'T EVEN HAVE TO GO BACK TIL TUESDAY. High five for crazy long break in new job! High five for weekly paychecks, instead of biweekly! High fucking five for a forty dollar payroll EVERY SINGLE WEEK! PLUS! Incoming benefits very soon! AND! Because I feel I haven't listed enough positives, I totally got two of my friends working up there too! One in the am shift, one in the overnight shift. Plus the mid day mgr is totally AWESOME! I'm a little happy if you couldn't tell.

True Blood. OMG OMG OMG! The boyfriend seriously said "Sam Merlotte is a sexy beast." And while I am not negating this fact, no one even mentioned Eric, and this, feels so so so wrong. But I should just chalk it up to being the only girl in the apt who watches it/forces other people to watch it so I will stfu about it. Guh! My girl boner popped many a time last Sunday. He played dead!! His super satisfied smirk at having suckered Sookie! My extreme alliteration right there! "Bill, you’re right! I believe I can sense her emotions." OMG! I died. For real. On the couch. Dream sequence time! All I can say is that from here on out, I pray that I will see that whole scene every single time I close my eyes. Maybe with less Sookie and a little more me. Or maybe just my head on her body, whatever. And the whole Godric-exit-stage-sun thing was weird/sad/idk. I couldn't really ~see~ Eric being a crier, but in context, it was pretty well executed. I really liked how they created this relationship that no one expected and made it believable and emotional when it was severed, but still, ASkars crying was kinda "whoa". I have no idea what I'm going to do with my life (again) when the season ends. Probably just re-read all the books, while listening to the audiobooks, WHILE watching the show. Idk. SOmeone give me ideas, I am very open to them.


On a final note, if I get bitten by ONE MORE BUG and get a bite that swells up to the size of a fresh-from-the-oven chocolate chip cookie (see also: Tara's hand the last two days) or get two bites on my forearm that swell and puff so much that they turn from an archipelago INTO A SINGLE FUCKING ISLAND of RED and PAIN to the point I have to get drugged up on benadryl, WHILE having benadryl cream on said arm, WHILE wrapping an ace bandage on it to keep me from itching it....

I am likely to seek amuptation.
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Today is the day! [Aug. 13th, 2009|02:41 pm]
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[Current Music |Cobra Starship- Hot Mess]

Last day at work! For all the people there that secretly and not-so-secretly despise me, I am taking the highest road available to me, I am killing them with kindness. I have been the most neutral, friendly, dare I say it, likable person I can be in hopes of making these people see that I really am not worth all the negative attention they hurl at me. And I hope that when I am gone, they'll realize that they HAD a super awesome employee who went above and beyond her job title to do stuff that they'll be lucky to find someone else to do. NOONE ELSE EVER MOPS THE BATHROOMS. TARA DOES THOUGH. All in all, I am verily excited to be finally leaving. In my whole life, I've only had two jobs. And funnily enough they were right next door to each other. Four and a half years spent between two completely different stores. And it's been the shift in management both times that has encouraged me to leave. I can't wait to double my current checks. I can't wait to wear a shirt sleeve shirt in the middle of August, instead of a long sleeve heavy as fuck button up shirt, that if you roll up your sleeves you are up for "documentation" (see: write-up) or being sent home early for "being out of uniform". So many possibilities await me and I can't wait to take them all.

On a totally unrelated note: OMG TRUE BLOOD!!1!one
I need to talk to people about it, so if you're reading this, SAY SOMETHING! Because it is very likely that I could explode if I can't squee to anyone else about it. I have rambled to the boyfriend about it to the point that he might think I'm crazy, and I have talked to one of the other roommates about it and can only spoil him so much because he's never going to read the books but wants to know wtf is up.

And honestly, I don't want to splode. It's messy and there's no one that would volunteer to clean up and then I'd just be a post-sploded Tara. dnw.

On one more non-work, non-televised note: After having my lip ring out for a year (see: work making me take it out), my hole is not sealed! I can still put shit in it! And will be able to start my new job with my old piercing! I thought I was going to have to get it re-pierced when the boyfriend went in to do his double eyebrow trifecta. So I'm pretty stoked it's still open and pretty baffled as to how it hasn't closed up over a year. Maybe because I had it in for three/fours prior? idk. But YAY!
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Dear Soon-to-be-Former-Manager [Aug. 8th, 2009|01:04 pm]
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I knew the *day* you rolled into my store as the back-room/buy shop manager, that you would be the reason I would quit. Your sense of arrogance and self-worth is too high to overlook, and your definition of 'work' is pathetic. If I were to lead by the example you have set, then I would be getting paid salary to follow the Temp. Store Mgr/ Corporate Placeholder around everywhere he goes to the point that *my* nose too, would be brown. I would sit in the office and waste hours telling the same bullshit stories I've heard every week since you got here. I would be able to lean against counters, sit on workbenches and watch movies in the buy shop, AND I would be able to text fuck knows who on the sales floor/buy shop/middle of a meeting, because I would be best friends with the Corporate Placeholder. I would be the shittiest buys manager ever in that I would pay too much for stuff on a daily basis and yet wonder why all my buys were bad. I would "refuse to tell anyone why I do anything I do, and if you're waiting for an explanation of why I did something, you'll be waiting a damn long time cause it's never going to happen." I would send someone, who has already put in their two weeks, home because they were two minutes late. Just so I could display my manager visage to everyone else. In short, I would be a twenty-three year old, kiss-ass, slacker, douchebag little bitch who is constantly wondering why I can't get any respect from co-workers. BUT, my ass is leaving a week from now and I have never felt more superior to someone my age who is in a position higher than me. So take your pants belted around your knees, and your triple XL (name of work) shirt and shove it. Because I know that I am better than you. Getting out of that store is just one reason on a list of a hundred.

(No) Thanks,
Tara.
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omg true blood! (see: flail post) [Aug. 3rd, 2009|11:20 am]
I am of the school of belief that my pants would explode if they would just show the whole season, start to finish, in one day. That show is so fucking intense, and even being one of the people that read the books (see: listened to the audiobooks at work) I am *still* chewing my nails every episode, because they follow certain storylines and then add in their own. I think it'd be cool if they did a SS/TB novel, because it would have *everything*.

I have a crazy way of rambling without saying halfthe stuff I mean to say, so, I just found an article that is awesome! I will direct my flail to this article. Way more artuculate.

On a side note, my twitter got suspended! Who the fuck would want to hack my twitter? And like always, you never know how much you'll miss something until it gets taken away from you. sadface.
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lets be honest... [Jul. 26th, 2009|10:00 pm]
cause i'm a completely honest kind of person. i am pretty sure that if i didn't watch true blood on sunday nights, i wouldnt even need a tv. its a huge step from having to always have background noise a la televisione, but goddamn. and of course it only *started* with the show. now im almost done getting the books and have all the audio books cause nothing makes work fly by like listening to someone else talk for hours. it is my definition of cliffhanger viewing. that is all. no huge updates as my week lacks zeal of anykind. i start house sitting on wed. and stand to make at least 100 bucks, cant wait to put in my two weeks at shitty job #2 and start at the huge-potential-to-be-shitty job #3, but the ups outweigh the downs so im blinded by benefits for now. more later when i can think of writing something someone would actually want to read.



ps. needs more eric. always.
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its funny [Jul. 20th, 2009|01:04 pm]
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the real world drama always minimizes interweb drama.
update for anyone who still checks, only to find the tumbleweeds of my old stomping grounds.
busy busy busy. working not enough but im sure ill complain when my hours get added to. making enough just to get by. the boyfriend is the sunshine after the storm. everytime. playing a rousing game of trading roomates. being grown up is retarded. being too nice is overrated. being too quiet is overrated. talked to my mgr after a year and will finally be getting a raise. omg. its the height of summer and i am as pale as if it were february. getting into chuck. who knew the guy from firefly, jayne, was in chuck too? i think i did but i never connected the dots. also true blood. omg true blood forever. its my new crack. we have true blood night and it's actually something me and the boyfriend are equally stoked about. i tell him about the books ands we both laugh at the show. hmmm. housesitting next week. less like an 80's movie and more like getting locked in at the zoo for a week. in closing, this picture is every emotion i could ever feel and its my new favorite.

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ghostwriting [Aug. 26th, 2008|11:23 am]
been gone a while, it's not like me.
i'm stoked for the new administration.
the boy got me into WoW, who could have called it?
everythings changing, but it's all still the same.
when patrick says 'folie a deux' he says it like 'fully i do'
it's funny to me.
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